Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Time... Sorry!


I'm fucking pissed right now
inside this big and moving vehicle.
I want to shout.
I am irritated.
I am at heat
along with the cars vomiting fume.

I stare at the window
with piercing eyes
and irritated with the abnormal motion
of the animals in the highway.

There's a big hole
inside that bus.
And I want to jump put
for me to break free
in this hallow van.

I'm mad
on what happened
minutes ago.
They spoiled my unbreakable thoughts
and set a bomb
that can't be detonated.

The anger is lingering
'coz of the words.
I'm sorry, I'm selfish.
The thoughts is with him.
I didn't mean for you to wait.
I didn't said for you to wait.
I'm sorry I'm slow.
I'm sorry I become a turtle.
I'm just serious evaluating
and letting my heart pour out
on what I truly feels
toward our teachers.

I am hurt.
I'm broken
because of what they'd done.
I become selfish
for letting my heart have a chance
and jump for joy.

I saw him
thought I'll be happy
but it was spoiled.
I understand
that we have a lot of things to do
and you don't want your time to be wasted.

I'm sorry because
I wasted y'all time.
I wasted your damn-good 10 minutes
on just waiting for me.
I hate the bugging.

Don't worry I'll cope up
and give back your time.
Your precious time.

Sorry for keeping you waiting.
Waiting for NOTHING
I am nothing,
just a friend. tsk!